thunder in paradise.

omgz, i just remembered i need to buy alice a birthday present !
had babysitting last night, the lady seems to LOVE matt.
(he babysitted for them last time)
she just raved on and on, and i'm just omfgggg shut upp!!! oiiiiiiii.
but of course i didn't say it, i'm not rude.

ah my hairs all wet and won't dry and i want to staighten it.>:{
made $40 though, sweeeeet deal.
i'm sad, because school is closer now!
we should rewinnndddd, and go back to kaikoura YUSSS!



and i said romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i'll be waiting.
all that's left to do is run
you be the prince and i'll be princess.

urban dictionaring timesss.

LOVE

The most spectacular,indescribable, deep euphoric feeling for someone.

Love is an incredibly powerful word. When you're in love, you always want to be together, and when you're not, you're thinking about being together because you need that person and without them your life is incomplete.

This love is unconditional affection with no limits or conditions: completely loving someone. It's when you trust the other with your life and when you would do anything for each other. When you love someone you want nothing more than for them to be truly happy no matter what it takes because that's how much you care about them and because their needs come before your own. You hide nothing of yourself and can tell the other anything because you know they accept you just the way you are and vice versa.

It's when they're the last thing you think about before you go to sleep and when they're the first thing you think of when you wake up, the feeling that warms your heart and leaves you overcome by a feeling of serenity. Love involves wanting to show your affection and/or devotion to each other. It's the smile on your face you get when you're thinking about them and miss them.

Love can make you do anything and sacrifice for what will be better in the end. Love is intense,and passionate. Everything seems brighter, happier and more wonderful when you're in love. If you find it, don't let it go.

One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life:

That word is love.

-Sophocles

gotta think your hot stuff.

i'm sick!
i woke up this morning and i can't stop sneezing and i'm really sniffly.
and it sucks!!
so atm i'm still in bed
and i'm hungry but everyones left so i can't yell out for people to bring fatty some food.

>:[
it's sucky.

matt has touch all day today, and hockey tomorrow.
and i've got babysitting tonight (Y) yusssss.
but school on thursday.
bloody fuck it.

the devil wears prada.

matt wants a german shepard.


how disgusting.
they're not very attractive.
and they're just ew.

i want a husky or a border collie.
husky's look like they're always smiling and it's nice and friendly looking.

my coffee has gone cold.

well back to school in like a bloody week.
it's all gone so quickly, and it's all raced past.
i wanna go back a little, but most of me doesn't want to go back ever again.
it's just so hard and so draining.
it just consumes you, and you can't just stop you have to continue because this is your future your gambling with.
one wrong move and your living on the streets.
not literally, but metaphorically.
besides the lurking gloom of this awful place i like to call hell, life is pretty good.
things with matt are going pretty smoothly at the moment and i seem to be reconnecting with alot of my other friends.

i'm getting a little annoyed with alice, i understand that she is making new friends and that's good for her.
but i get a little worried about her being all the way out in rolleston, and i just worry about her alot.
because she is very easily influenced by peer pressure, and i have to protect her alot more than she realises. and she just gets angry at me.
but she's only 13, and she needs to understand that.
because it obviously hasn't fully connected with her brain yet.