my coffee has gone cold.

well back to school in like a bloody week.
it's all gone so quickly, and it's all raced past.
i wanna go back a little, but most of me doesn't want to go back ever again.
it's just so hard and so draining.
it just consumes you, and you can't just stop you have to continue because this is your future your gambling with.
one wrong move and your living on the streets.
not literally, but metaphorically.
besides the lurking gloom of this awful place i like to call hell, life is pretty good.
things with matt are going pretty smoothly at the moment and i seem to be reconnecting with alot of my other friends.

i'm getting a little annoyed with alice, i understand that she is making new friends and that's good for her.
but i get a little worried about her being all the way out in rolleston, and i just worry about her alot.
because she is very easily influenced by peer pressure, and i have to protect her alot more than she realises. and she just gets angry at me.
but she's only 13, and she needs to understand that.
because it obviously hasn't fully connected with her brain yet.