they're looking for a hero.

in icreate at the moment
i still haven't decided what memory i am writing about for english.
i think i will use the trigger of faye by skylar blue.
it's a song, and it reminds me of the time i got lost in brighton and ended up walking for over an hour, and got completely lost
completely completely.
and matt had to come pick me up but i threw a drama queen tantrum about it and was all like no i don't want to go because i thought everyone would laugh at me.
but they didn't anyways.

ehh.
it's athletics day today, lol woot
of course i'm not doing anything in it
i just went to the bathroom and there was a bunch of juniors straightening their hair and putting makeup on and stuff.
it made me lol.

i keep playing the sims but the computer keeps blacking out and i keep losing everything.
it's so annoying.
and im just getting sick of playing. because i keep losing everything.
raa, but i really enjoy making the houses.
it's fun.
i wish we could go on bebo at school.


anyways lots of drama went down the other night but to be completely honest it was all justified.
and if she is going to start drama about it and get everybody involved then go ahead because i really couldn't give a shit.
she really has nothing to support herself. because everything i said was true...
and people i have talked to about it agree with me.

and it was seriously against the unwritten laws of friendship.
every girl and boy knows that.
maybe she just doesn't.

and then a bitchy thing was written on her bebo page about a person who had nothing to do with it. so tbh get your facts straight stop accusing falsely and get a grip.

honestly.
and i know it was all me! nobody else said anything i said it all, i did it myself. so stop telling everyone it was other people as well and getting people to be all like ehhh that was mean.
it wasn't mean, it was completely called for.
fully do not give a fuck. to be completely honest. i really really don't.
it's weird because i thought i'd care that they would read this, but i actually don't.

they need to understand.
stop being so manipulative, because some people won't stand for it and some people see what you are doing.


on a lighter note, i have ham and cheese sandwiches for lunch today!!
YUSSSS
but i'm really fat atm, so i need to exercise atm.
and eat alot less and eat better hahaha


and now you wish that you meant something