i gotta tell you.

how was everything seeming to be going so swimmingly and now it's all just shattered and becomes sucky..

everything was set up so perfectly and i had my friends.
i've lost 2 friends in like the last 2 days and they were the most important ones practically keeping me sane..
and i'm starting to feel that maybe i made a huge mistake letting go of one of them in the first place.
and the other one was only a new friend so it's not that important.

why can't life be simple?
plz give me something simple and easy, i need it.