nicoles song for chris brown COPYRIGHTED

I just want all the girls to hear this, it comes straight from the heart

Who that you texting?
Some guy you sexing?
Ooh girl you should know better than that.

Just gonna warn you,
I’m in a bad mood,
And I can’t be blamed for what happens next.

Imma give you the beat down,
I’m gonna show you how,
You aint ever gonna lie to me again.
It’s cause I love you,
And you were untrue,
So now I give the beat down.

You’re on my floor now,
Blood’s dripping out your mouth.
I hope you realised that you aint getting out

Now where does this guy live?
I’m gonna show who he’s messing with,
Make sure no other man ever touches you.

Imma give you the beat down,
I’m gonna show you how,
You aint ever gonna lie to me again.
It’s cause I love you,
And you were untrue,
So now I give the beat down.

The beat down, the, the beat down.
It’s to show you that I love you babe.
The beat down, the, the beat down.
Never leave me or I’ll hunt you out.

Why you sad these days?
This better be a phase.
I don’t want this going on for much long.

You don’t ever talk,
It’s a bit of a shock.
You aint been the same since the beat down

Imma give you the beat down,
I’m gonna show you how,
You aint ever gonna lie to me again.
It’s cause I love you,
And you were untrue,
So now I give the beat down

I never see you smile,
Baby it’s been a while,
Please won’t you hurry up and come around.

You want to leave me,
But why can’t you see,
That I’m never going to let you out.

IMMA GIVE YOU THE BEAT DOWN

COPYRIGHTED 2010 COPYRIGHTED

nicoles song for chris brown

I just want all the girls to hear this, it comes straight from the heart

Who that you texting?
Some guy you sexing?
Ooh girl you should know better than that.

Just gonna warn you,
I’m in a bad mood,
And I can’t be blamed for what happens next.

Imma give you the beat down,
I’m gonna show you how,
You aint ever gonna lie to me again.
It’s cause I love you,
And you were untrue,
So now I give the beat down.

You’re on my floor now,
Blood’s dripping out your mouth.
I hope you realised that you aint getting out

Now where does this guy live?
I’m gonna show who he’s messing with,
Make sure no other man ever touches you.

Imma give you the beat down,
I’m gonna show you how,
You aint ever gonna lie to me again.
It’s cause I love you,
And you were untrue,
So now I give the beat down.

The beat down, the, the beat down.
It’s to show you that I love you babe.
The beat down, the, the beat down.
Never leave me or I’ll hunt you out.

Why you sad these days?
This better be a phase.
I don’t want this going on for much long.

You don’t ever talk,
It’s a bit of a shock.
You aint been the same since the beat down

Imma give you the beat down,
I’m gonna show you how,
You aint ever gonna lie to me again.
It’s cause I love you,
And you were untrue,
So now I give the beat down

I never see you smile,
Baby it’s been a while,
Please won’t you hurry up and come around.

You want to leave me,
But why can’t you see,
That I’m never going to let you out.

IMMA GIVE YOU THE BEAT DOWN

come here rude boy.

peer support camp = not keen

2 people are particularly being annoying.
and i want them both to leave me alone.
no i will not have sex with you, and no i don't love you or want to even see your face, ever.
kthhxbi

noose around my neck

pulling tighter and tighter.
i know it's wrong so why do i keep doing it and keep wanting it.
damn life being so complicated.

i don't need no parachute if i got you.

good night (:
peer support camp next wednesday, sorta excite.

school soon, sad face.

it's fun protection.

man. confused.
but taking as it as it comes, taking it as it comes...

i want a swallow tattoo because it means freedom, love and loyalty. and doing two swallows like in the picture means one chapter of your life is ending and another one is beginning, which is exactly how i'm feeling atm. my life is beginning atm.. and it's a new chapter for me!
i'd get it on my hip
god i'm keen
and i want an industrial.

putting back together my heart

i love taurie

because she's always there for me, tells me things straight and doesn't judge me.
she is the only friend i have ever had that understands i am only human and am going to fuck up and make horrible mistakes. i always get excited when i see she's online because she brightens my day. and she helps me so much no matter how far away she is. i can feel her with me always.
i'm so happy she was the one friend i got back in touch with, and she was my first friend.
that's so special. and i don't know what i'd do without her.
that's what true friends are, no matter the distance the closeness doesn't fade
love you taurz!

begging for forgiveness at my feet

so now you're both fighting for a reason i can't seem to comprehend but it seems to be loosely related to me.
i feel like i'm lying to everybody when i'm telling no lies.
sick of secrets and hiding.
i want things to be out in the open, but then at the same time i don't.

i don't know why i feel this way about you, i wish i didn't but at the same time i lap it up.
the drama and the whirlwind of never knowing what's going to be happening next because you're so up and down.
it's probably not good for my mental health but then again when is anything i do ever good for me at all. i'm slowly beginning to unravel but then ravelling back up at the same time if that makes any sense at allll!
i'm still hopeful for 2010.